Dear Someone

Dear someone,

What if I start missing
you again?
I mean, what if a part of me
is still longing for you?

I know, I walked away first ─
but why I find myself
running back into your
arms again.

I could vividly see
how I reached out to your
hands;
but can’t hardly remember
if you tried to look
at me before you pulled away.

I missed you.
I still miss you.
I do.

And you know what?
I disgustingly hate this feeling ─
why does it has always be me,
crossing the bridge I’ve burned;
pacing towards you who’s
trying to figure out why
I walked away from our
relationship.

Love,
Your ex-girlfriend a couple of weeks ago